This is a project I wanted to do to get the dark side of my life out in a positive, constructive way. You can interpret this however you want. The main theme is that life is worth it, even in the darkest places.

And recently...

Hello again. Yes, I'm back. I don't think anyone reads this, so I guess it doesn't really matter. 

I've been spending a lot of time with one of my best friends lately. We've been considering dating each other. He's really sweet, makes me laugh, and is great with my daughter. I feel like God has been prompting me to open my mind to the possibility that he could be the one. I have been hesitant about this, for a number of reasons: one, I was recently fooled into thinking I had found the "one" when it turned out he only wanted one thing; two, I don't want to mess up our great friendship; and three, our political views do not seem to mesh, although we haven't talked about them in depth yet. 

On another note, Ginny is going to be 2 next weekend! Omgoodness, that makes me feel old! She has really blossomed into a wonderful, beautiful, intelligent little girl. She has soft brown curly hair, big chocolate brown eyes, and a smile that's contagious as well as mischievous.

That's it for now. I'll try to post more often.